There I was, rocking my little guy while he slept in my arms thinking, "Phew!"...... "But wait. What in the world just happened?" All morning long the only thing I had wanted to do was run away to a beach. I had spent the majority of our day so far trying to escape reality... striving. For what? For something to pull me out of my funk. For something to look forward to. For something to motivate me. And all the while my son was fighting me on it. It was frustrating! I s